Today starts the beginning of our new normal as a family. Mike will be traveling every week and only home on the weekends. I really didn't give it much thought until he said goodbye this morning.
I got a bit teary eyed when he said bye to Weston. I think that is the hardest part, knowing that they will be apart so much. I'm so grateful that we have Google Talk and Skype so they get to see each other every day.
My little man was so grumpy today. I think a lot of it had to do with waking up to say by to daddy at 5:30 this morning and then again at 6:30 to send off my in-laws. The other part is probably because we have had a lot of visitors lately with my mom and then my in-laws. I'm really hoping he sleeps well tonight. I know we could both use the rest.
My run didn't go so well today. It was 82 outside when I started my run and I think the heat just did me in. I started to see stars after about 20 minutes of running so I decided to stop since I had Weston with me. I'm so worried that something is going to happen when I am running with him. Though my ppd seems to be under control for the most part, I still have those extreme fears some times. I still have to push back the thoughts of accidents happening but at least those thoughts don't stop me from doing things anymore.
It's been a bit hectic here lately so I decided to just eat a Smart Ones for dinner tonight. That's another thing I need to figure out...how do I cook for one?
I have tons of pictures to share but need to upload them and I'm too tired tonight.
"Your first breath took ours away"
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